Hmm.

It’s literally the middle of the night.
I woke up with a start and after a few minutes, my heart did small little somersaults, and my stomach sank.
“Sank” would be putting it mildly. It was more of a punch in the stomach.
I don’t know. I have been feeling this way for quite a while now. A few weeks? A few months?
I don’t know, but the feeling is vaguely familiar.
It’s the kind of feeling one gets, I presume, when you know that something is going to go wrong. Very wrong.
Of course, it could be nothing but irrational fear, but it is there. And I’m trying to ignore it, but it does not seem to be holding up pretty well. My brain is flooded with thoughts and I’m getting mildly confused. (mildly?)
Sudden attacks of sharp pain on my head, nausea, swinging between over-eating and completely not eating at all.
Did I mention the pain?
I ought to simply shut my eyes and get some sleep, otherwise the knot in my throat that has been threatening to unravel, may just decide to do so, very shortly.

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