Archive for September, 2006

Where Lovely becomes HDB void-deck.

Posted in Archive - All Entries on September 16, 2006 by highpriestess

There comes a point in time where you stop believing in your interior decorating inner genius.
While your room is undergoing its mini-renovation, and there are spots of uneven paint on the wall, and spots of paint on yourself, you pause.
You undergo a radical mindset change.
You look around.
What happened to your lovely ivory, off-white walls?

The colour on your walls look vaguely familiar.

Ah. You know why now.
They resemble the walls of the void-deck in the Senior Citizen’s corner under a block of flats in Hougang.

So much for the colonial theme.

Meerampty Dumpty Had a Great Fall.

Posted in Archive - All Entries, daily whinings on September 15, 2006 by highpriestess

Let me be clear.
The Highpriestess NEVER falls.
Who the hell am I kidding?
I fall at the rate of water evoporating at 200 deg celcius.
Okay. That might be a tad bit of an exaggeration.
But today, I had the greatest fall ever infront of two male colleagues.
How utterly humiliating.

Why I am doing this I do not know. But I have to relive every shameful moment. It’s a self-mutilating thing. Today is Friday. And my schedule was filled. Tests to be administered. Worksheets to be given out. And tons of other things. As I rushed collating info on the laptop, and then rushed out of my little cubicle, I bumped into a male colleague who was rushing out of his office. Then we both had a mini-heart attack, recovered and that bump moment was over and done in one second.

My next moment never came. Well it came but all I remember was putting one leg forward. Heck, I don’t even remember that. All I remember is that the next thing, I find myself sprawled flat face down on the floor, my laptop bag swung on my left and my notes swung to my right. I faintly heard my colleagues gasping. HOW HIDEOUS. The joke was, that my male colleague makes women fall all over him. RIGHT.

Just that I didn’t fall over him, but flat on the vinyl floor mat. DAMN the mat. I gingerly got up, salvaging any last shred of dignity left in me and said, I’m okay!. And I walked on. Throughout the whole day, I had to suppress little sobs of laughter as I imagined myself lying at the door of the office like a dead frog.

Insomnia & Starhub

Posted in Archive - All Entries on September 11, 2006 by highpriestess

Do not be mistaken.
There is no connection between Insomnia and Starhub.
Just two things I’m going to talk about.
Firstly, Insomnia.
Organised by my committee, last Friday night.
Although there were a few hiccups here and there, the night went smoothly and it was so much fun.
Again, there were friends of friends of friends and no one to mar the event.
Very very nice.

Secondly, Starhub.
There is something wrong with the network I think. My parents, their friends and colleagues, myself and a few friends of mine have realised that we are not getting sms-es and our missed calls are not being registered. This apparent hitch is very inconvenient because just as I am establishing my reputation as a good handphone person by replying smses and calling back, it seems as though I have crawled back into my hermit hole. This is NOT true, people! I get sms-es sent to me in a bulk, collated after two-three days. If I’m lucky, the sms will reach me one hour later. It is really quite inconvenient. If there is anyone else who is suffering from this, let me know. Maybe we could bring this up to the relevant people.

Well. My room has not progressed. It is very frustrating. But painting the red walls white is kinda therapeutic. It’s like rewriting myself. Reliving and relieving the memories. Breathing again.

Well, for my viewing pleasure. ;) Pix from Insomnia.

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P.S: You wanted and took everything I had. Now I have everything I have ever wanted.  Thank you.

Room in Chaos. (unlike the heart)

Posted in Archive - All Entries on September 10, 2006 by highpriestess

My little room is in a mess of gargantuan proportions.

There is SO much to do, but so little manpower. Right now, the statistics is hovering at one. That’s me. :|
It’s okay, I can do it!
Nevermind that my dark red walls will have to be stained white, twice over if I’m lucky.
Lalaaaaaa.

Other than that, I think there’s a little spark of warmth in my heart after so long.
It’s something so filling and satisfying, warm and… safe.
Yes. There’s this strange calm sea of comfort that is filling itself into my soul.
Amidst random outings, antics, laughter and bundles of fun, there is a quiet, stabilising emotion that creeps into you without even you realising it.
You find yourself at peace, alone or otherwise.
You love. You are loved.
I like it.
It is true.
It is only when you’re comfortable with yourself,
and when you open your heart up to yourself, can you give and then recieve.
Blessed. :)

Chocolate & Creme: Colonial Themed Room

Posted in Archive - All Entries on September 8, 2006 by highpriestess

“Red is an aggressive colour. That’s why you’re so temperemental. Change your room color. Paint it white.”
But it’s not red. It’s Maroon!
“It’s still a shade of red. Change it.”

So there started my mini-renovation of my room.
My mother insists that I am hot/short tempered because of the colour of my room.
Over the last holidays, together with some help, I changed the layout of my terribly ordinary room. I went with an Arabian theme, complete with maroon walls, gold borders and a dark red curtain behind my bed with stained glass tealight holders and pictures of Moghul princes and princesses framed in gold-stained wood. It was very pretty.

I say this in past tense because work on my room has already started. If my walls are going to have to be white, I’m not going to be sitting still with a plain, ol’ boring white walled room. I promptly decided on a Colonial Themed room. I had a immediate image of white-washed walls, dark furniture with billowing white curtains, and a white caopy over my bed, and a glass of fresh greens.

The only problem is that I had boring plywood furniture. The late 90’s type, with the lighest brown vinyl. What I am in the process of doing now is changing the whole look of my current study table and computer table. Again with some help, we painted it a rich shade of brown, Leather. I have replaced the plastic handles with quaint little Porcelain knobs, with a little painted rose motif. The walls are going to be painted in Barley White, a muted shade of white, which I’m hoping will beautifully throw off the rich chocolate browns. I’m taking down the Roman blinds which hover above the cabinets below my windows, and I’m going to put up double layered curtains. The night curtain is a flowing white, with embossed motifs. I have not made up my mind for the day curtains. My poor bed has been lying on the floor for a very long time, with my bed frame in my brother’s room. So, I had to invest a little in a floor bed frame. I’m struggling with the idea of painting it as it is rather tedious.

Now all of this sounds a little pricey, but it isn’t really. 
But I really need to do this, I guess. My room has too many memories that carries a lot of negative energy with it. Truth be told, I haven’t slept in my room for a very long time. I just feel so drained of energy each time I walk in. When I sleep there, I almost always get terrifying dreams. I know for sure that the dark-white walls will brighten my room tremendously. The dark furniture is to add a litle nostalgia. Oh, my fingers are crossed!

That being said, I also want to spray paint my window grilles white, but I need to get proper paint for that. I can’t have paint peeling off the grilles. I’m really hoping this is all going to come together well. Fingers crossed. Sometimes half-way through a project, you really start doubting if it’s going to work the way you want it to, but well, we’ll see!