Exam time?

It is here. Exam fever. But it has come a little late for me. Tomorrow is my first paper. I’m not sure what exactly didn’t go right this semester. I went for all my lectures, and only missed them once, or twice, when I was sick and unable to get out of bed. I went for all my tutorials. And yet, nothing. When exams were two weeks away, I still didn’t panic or worry. How important this semester is to me. And yet… Even during my study break, I hardly got anything done. I could blame my essays and presentations which never ended till a couple of days ago, but time management has never really been my best friend, and it was not as though I had aced my essays. Infact, I am not even going to bother collecting my essays. I don’t need an ego bashing a day before exams. I seem to have no motivation. The days pass by long and slow when I do anything but study. And when I open my books, my eyelids fail to cooperate, and two scenarios arise. Either I fall promptly asleep, or I stare at the same page for an hour or two. What a mess. I don’t wish to say anything more, because really, is there anything left?